Jennifer's MindSay Blog

more bitching about the same old thing

blackmamba — 2008-07-31T07:07:35-05:00

i saw albert about half an hour ago. its the first time i've seen him since the first monday in may. i was in a car, getting dropped off, and we passed him walking down the street. i don't know if he saw me in the car,...

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hi

blackmamba — 2008-07-27T03:07:40-05:00

i've been away because i've needed time for myself. today is the first time i signed onto myspace and here, mindsay, since all that shit went down. everything feels to me like something out of a movie, a drama or a...

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wow

blackmamba — 2008-05-04T02:05:02-05:00

so my dumbass just signed onto myspace a little while ago to give kudos to zach braff cuz i'm drunk, n instead all kinds of more drama has unfolded. i don't kno wtf to do. maybe i'm freaking out cuz i'm drunk, i dunno....

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well damn

blackmamba — 2008-05-04T02:05:24-05:00

i was in a good mood until some fucked up shit happened. now i just don't kno wtf to think. my worst fears came true

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I Feel Violated

blackmamba — 2008-05-03T06:05:53-05:00

seriously, is it my problem because rather than sit in my room alone n be depressed all night i decided to go over to jackie's, or should mike be held responsible because he was the one that wanted to throw a party,...

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saw albert yesterday

blackmamba — 2008-05-03T01:05:16-05:00

so i made this video yesterday n i meant to post it before i went over to jackie's for the night, but the software that allows me to upload videos off my camera was being a dick n i didn't have the time. i'd write a...

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i can't stop crying

blackmamba — 2008-04-30T07:04:10-05:00

even once i get a moment to breathe, i just start again. i haven't cried like this or felt this kind of pain since we first had to break up...back then when he cared, when he didn't want to as much as i didn't, back...

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so its back to this

blackmamba — 2008-04-30T06:04:41-05:00

here's a message that i just sent to albert on myspace that i'm sure he'll just delete w/o reading cuz he's a bastard:

please talk to me. even one of my professors could tell there was...

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damn

blackmamba — 2008-04-29T07:04:01-05:00

i usually feel good after venting like that, but i don't. i just feel like no one cares...ok, there's a handful of ppl i think care, but its hard when the only ppl that give a shit about u live in a completely different...

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stressed rant

blackmamba — 2008-04-29T06:04:19-05:00

with like everything in my life right now. and i'm really short tempered and i feel the inclinition to ignore certain things because i'm worried that i might snap and make a mistake or say something that i don't mean...

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